Listening to Nick Cave, because I've suddenly found out he has other cool songs apart from "Oh children" from Harry Potter.

Thinking about how these winter holidays were an endless chain of eating-sleeping-playing computer games, and how I might be entering a new period of my life. It could be a fresh start, although it's cheap symbolism, of course, to think that a new year means anything at all. But what if?

Do I have the strength to start anew? I feel something changing, just slightly, or maybe these changes have already happened and now I start seeing more clearly. I don't know.

But I feel cozy. Calm. That's unexpected.